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I'm looking over a bill for one of our deceased. The man from the funeral home called several times, "is there someone? anyone?" he asked each time. There is no one. The funerals will be tomorrow, no one will attend, There is no family, no friend, there is a court-appointed guardian who could not return my calls three months ago, she didn't seem to care much. Noone cares, here and there, someone said some nice things, "oh he was nice" "i can't believe he's dead" but not much more, life will go o… Continue

I've just been very lazy when it comes to the things of God lately... I don't know why.

...I'm self-preservative...
That's what I use to tell my brother when he accused me of selfishness. Now I'm thinking, "hey he might have had a point there". Maybe I'm selfish, or at least self-centered. (whatever the difference may be) I've been so wrapped up in my own emotions, my own feelings lately that I seem to have forgotten, " dudette, there are people around you"

I don't think God wants me to forget though, I've been finding myself in these weird situations lately, on the days that I ju… Continue

If the Spirit calls you to pray, just pray. If you have someone on your heart, someone you've been thinking about, just pray for that person. I certainly don't know why/how but your prayers might be what God uses to keep someone from harm. Your prayers might just be what delivers someone from spiritual warfare.

What if when you thought about that someone, when you got that "feeling" about that someone, that person was at war and you were being called as re-inforcement? what if you were being ca… Continue

Am I wrong in not feeling comfortable about praying for adversities that I bring into my own life?
I feel wrong about praying for things that "I knew better" and yet still chose to...
I also feel wrong about not praying about these things because it might just be pride.
Am I thinking "I broke it,therefore I must deal with it on my own?" as if I could!


see....It's one thing to say to God "Father, I was minding my own business doing what you command when..." but it's quite another to go up to Hi… Continue