NEED GOD BACK IN MY LIFE

[Barbara]

TODAY I AM VERY DEPRESSED .. I KNOW WHAT IS THE REASON ... I AM A WIDOW OF 2 YEARS AND HAVE MET A GENTLEMEN WHO ALSO IS A CHILD OF GOD .. WE HAVE SEEMED TO STRAY IN OUR CHRISTIAN WALK AND AS A RESULT MANY HARDSHIPS AND WORRIES HAVE CAME ABOUT.. I PRAY THAT WE WOULD RETURN TO GOD AND LET HIM TAKE THE LEAD.. I FEEL AS THO I HAVE NOT DONE RIGHT AND GOD IS NOT HEARING ME AS A RESULT OF IT .. I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS AND THAT I MAY ONCE AGAIN WALK WITH HIM.. ALL PRAYERS ARE GREATLEY APPPRECIATED...

[Phabs]

Barbara, the Lord our GOD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in love, HE's always near and ready to forgive when we confess to HIM. I believe if you ask for forgiveness, HE has forgiven you, get up, dust yourself off, take heed to the conviction of the Spirit and keep carying your cross.
GOD bless

[Barbara]

thanks so much for the reply phabs ... i am feeling not worthy of god so you did ease my mind.. god bless you.

[Bob B]

That is the true mark of a Christian that when we fall, we get up, you have judge yourself and confessed you failure. And now the blood of Jesus cleanses you from all unrighteousness. This video expresses God’s heart for you.

[Pastor Gill]

Hi Barbara, I'm sorry sweetheart at your loss and so glad you've found
a christian gentleman. Jesus too wants to be the Gentleman in your life.

Open your heart to Him once again just like you have done before.
He longs to hear your voice and to have fellowship with you again.
As for not feeling worthy, do not let that stop you from drawing near to God.
It is only by grace we are saved and can have a relationship with Him.
Nothing we do makes us worthy my love, only the Blood of Jesus.

You're so valued and special to Him. Say to God you're sorry for straying in
your time of weakness and need and let Him gently restore you.
It sounds like you may be still grieving the loss of your husband and probably your
parents too. And you've allowed worrying thoughts to take over in your mind due
to your situation.

Give it all to Jesus. Let Him carry those things for His yoke is easy and His burden is light.
Confess where you have neglected your relationship with Him and then spend time in His
presence, enjoying His love, reading His Word and thanking Him for His promises.

He has a new life for you and though you may go through some harder days, He is with you. Reach out for His grace one day at a time and do not worry about tomorrow. In
tomorrow God is already there and will be waiting for you. Just like He is with you now
in today.

You're right to let God take the lead. In that place is your security and peace.
If you haven't already come to God now and let Him have your life back again.
All of it and confess all those things that have kept you from Him, including
any sin. He is faithful and just to forgive you of all your sin and to cleanse you from
all unrighteousness. He will restore you and you'll begin to enjoy all He has given
you.

I'm praying for you my love and if you need me get in touch.
Love Gill xxxx

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Senior Pastor
GRMI

[Barbara]

pastor Gill, please keep me in prayer.. i have been out of work for a few weeks due to a fall on ice and my dr released me to go back to work today however my employer is making it difficult and wants a exuse stating im ok 100% and can lift 50lbs... i think they are trying to omit me myself.. the bills are mounting and i have no disability insurance on my loans.. i just pray for that
god will show me where he wants me.. i feel maybe he has a different job for me or a new plan with my life.. thanks so much .. all prayers are appreciated... love barb

[Barbara]

thanks thom for the hint.. it was at home i fell.. i am back to work now.. praise god.. but i will keep your proffessions in mind for future...god bless..

[Bob B]

Barbara, some times when we go through a loss we develop a bit of resentment toward God basically because we can't understand why he is letting us suffer. In your case the loss of a spouse, lonelieness associated with the loss. This whole painful situation can not be fixed by by just pulling yourself up by the boot straps and doing a list of external things. You need God to heal your wound heart. I have heard people say time heals all things and I do not believe it. You will always love and miss your husband and now you have to carry on without Him. You will need Jesus to take charge of your life because you can't heal yourself. By His stripes you can be healed.